FAITH

Hurmm.. good morning~~ even i know there is no one will read this...

Hmm.. I hope i will be ok.. when talk about faith, i remember so many things i promised with God.. so many,it was countless but.. have i fulfilled my promises? not yet i guess.. im sure not yet.. I noe God will always fulfill His promises and that were the reason why im still alive.. If not,maybe im not here.. i maybe killed myself or did another worst things.. Thanx God..

And now,I just fulfilled one of my promise to God.. Its a very very tough situation that i have to face.. I dont know im strong or not.. Im just seeking a mountain of strength from Him.. I have a feeling I cant go through this situation but it was my decision and I must go on.. Please guide me God.. I need u... =( Give me strength.. i feel weak...very weak.... I just need your help... I already did what YOU asked me for so many times.. Now, i need You to show me how to be strong.

You said, be FAITHFUL my child.. and now, i'd let go all the obstacles that prevent me to be your truly child.. I have asked You so many times about this,and now I believe this is Your answer.. Thanx.. Lead me to Your cross God.. Make me strong! I NEED YOU LORD.. You know my heart,my situation,my feeling... I put all my burdens in Your name.. And now, teach me how to be faithful.. Teach me how to be a true Christ's followers.. I need You LORD..

I believe,with the small faith that i have, You will give me more.. even i have to hurt others.. ohh God,why it is so hard to be your true follower?? Teach me LORD... Teach me GOD... I NEED YOU LORD... I want to be Your servant,Your truly servant... teach me LORD...

Skrg sy serahkan semua dlm tanganMu Tuhan.. I dun noe what to do anymore..

Im really sorry for someone that i hurt the most. I did this for a reason. I did it for JESUS. I hope you understand me. Thanx.

Guide me LORD..these are my prayer today..

AMEN..