HOPE

When I was a young lady, i hope i can be a doctor,lawyer,stewardess(hahaha) and many more. When I grew up, I change my hope, I want to be a manager and banyak lagi la.. I was educated in one of the best school in Malaysia during my lower and upper from. I am just ordinary,not like others but I still wonder why I was selected into it. But thanx Lord I can survived my 5years there. but that is not my main point actually. Well,u know, i compete with so many intelligent,genius students and sometimes i fell down and it disturb my emotion a lot.

When I was down, there was a hope.

My hope :

I hope i can go out of the school immediately. (means habis study sana cepat2 la)

I hope i can graduate there with a good result

I hope i can be like others( pandai n genius )

I hope i can be an active girl

I hope i am happy every day

I HOPE I AM NOT STRESS

I had so many many many hopes at that time. And sometimes,im hopeless.. =(

But,it was my past. The past is past. When I finished my high school,my life changed including my surroundings. Even though,there were so many hope that I cant achieve but I believe there are so many good things in front of me that I never dream of or expect that God will give me one day.I dont know when. But I will wait coz I believe in God's promises. =)

Thanx Lord, you never ignore me, even many of my friends are now at overseas to further their studies, and i'm still here but I never feel down anymore. Even though, they are studying at higher level than me, I wont feel regret for what I have now,coz I know God already put me in a right place and situaton. I just follow His plan and I believe, one day,the victory will be mine. I wont quit for what I have done so far. I must finishing well. Im not afraid, im not shy coz I know,everythings happen for a reason.

And now, i'm very proud to have so many friends at overseas. Even though I am not the one of them, but Im proud, MY FRIENDS ARE AT OVERSEAS! =D Last monday, i accompanied two of my fren, Neils Isaac and Nick Grayson to KLIA airport coz they will be leaving to Moscow,Russia.. I tumpang gembira la dgn dorang kan.. ^^

So now, my hopes are :

I hope I can finishing well in BANKING MANAGEMENT course

I hope i will get a good job

I hope i can do my very best in my studies

I hope i wont feel tired or give up doing my responsibilities as a student

Still got so many hope but these are my priority.

I believe God will always accompany me and lead me in dealing with all my hopes.

Thanx LORD. Without You, I wont be what I am now.

Thanx for the great day. Halleluyah!! ^^

My words for you :

If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream.

" Consult not your fears but your hopes and dreams. Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what is still possible for you to do"

Expect to have hope rekindled. Expect your prayers to be answered in wondrous ways. The dry seasons in life do not last. The spring rains will come again. =)

Everything that is done in the world is done by hope.

My favourite HOPE song. Enjoy~~

ONLY HOPE-Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

and pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing

and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny

I'm giving You all of me

I want Your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope